I know it might be repetitive question I’m sorry, but I’m dying for a sign to guide me now.
I’ve been learning for more than a year -*which I know it’s not that much*- with alot of ups and downs, but I enjoyed most of it and had real enthusiasm for it. recently I started losing hope of getting a job, almost all of vacancies are recommendation based, I don’t have friends in this field.
I’m practicing on TryHackMe, but sometimes I feel so stupid in some machines, I start questioning myself why I can’t move a leg inside that machine, what will I do in a real-life situation!
On the other hand I can’t afford certificates, it’s too expensive for me where I live, and jobs requires certificates.
Is it okay to feel this? am I in the wrong place?
sorry for the ranting